\u201cBebek s\u00fctten kesildi\u011fi anda ayr\u0131 bir v\u00fccuda sahip oldu\u011funu anlar. Bu bebekler i\u00e7in en b\u00fcy\u00fck travmad\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bebek anne ile kendisini bir zannetmektedir.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130ngiliz psikolog Adam Philips\u2019in bu tezi miydi, Semih Kaplano\u011flu\u2019nun yaz\u0131p y\u00f6netti\u011fi \u201cBa\u011fl\u0131l\u0131k Asl\u0131\u201d filminin payandas\u0131?<\/p>\n
Bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n
Kaplano\u011flu\u2019nun meram\u0131 sadece bir psikolo\u011fun tezini anlatmak olsayd\u0131, filmden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra kalbime ve zihnime yerle\u015fen hissiyat\u0131 hecelendirip ge\u00e7ebilirdim. Hepsi bu kadar olurdu ama \u00f6yle de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
Yoksa, \u0130rena Brezna\u2019n\u0131n 1983\u2019te Tarkovsky ile yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fclakattan hat\u0131r\u0131mda kal\u0131p sonra tekrar okudu\u011fum \u015fu s\u0131rl\u0131 s\u00f6zlerinin filmini mi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131?<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Tarkovsky: \u201cBir erke\u011fin ayn\u0131 hislerle, ayn\u0131 dertlerle, ayn\u0131 kayg\u0131larla dertlenmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsan\u0131z, yan\u0131l\u0131yorsunuz. Bu gezegene erke\u011fin h\u00fckmetti\u011fine inan\u0131yorsan\u0131z, yan\u0131l\u0131yorsunuz.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rena Brezna: \u201cKim h\u00fckmediyor peki?\u201d<\/p>\n
Tarkovsky: \u201cO…\u201d<\/p>\n
\u0130rena Brezna: \u201cNerede o?\u201d<\/p>\n
Takovsky: (parma\u011f\u0131yla yukar\u0131y\u0131 i\u015faret eder) \u201cAnl\u0131yor musun?<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan varolu\u015funun sebebini bilmeden ya\u015f\u0131yorsa, bu d\u00fcnyaya hangi sebepten geldi\u011fini, neden bir s\u00fcre ya\u015famak zorunda oldu\u011funu bilmeden ya\u015f\u0131yorsa…<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan varolu\u015funun sebebini bilmeden ya\u015f\u0131yorsa…\u201d<\/p>\n
Belki de bunun i\u00e7in Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi ofisinin cam\u0131ndan mevcutta kurdu\u011fumuz d\u00fcnyay\u0131 seyrederken, kendisinin de i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fu kar\u015f\u0131daki ofisin, benzerleriyle bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi y\u00fcklenmi\u015f \u2018o sebebi\u2019 unutman\u0131n tabii ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hisseden insanlar\u0131n doldurdu\u011fu plazalara yans\u0131tm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kameras\u0131n\u0131 Kaplano\u011flu.<\/p>\n
Bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n
Filmin final sahnesinde, Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yolda o s\u0131rl\u0131 hakikatle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f ve h\u00fcrriyetine kavu\u015fmu\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, Neruda\u2019n\u0131n akl\u0131ma ilk gelen \u015fu dizelerinde sordu\u011fu soruyu \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015f oldu\u011fundan emin olmu\u015ftum nedense;<\/p>\n
\u201cNas\u0131l afete \u00e7evirdin b\u00f6yle ac\u0131l\u0131 ate\u015fimi,<\/p>\n
Aman vermeden, yolumun so\u011fuk yapraklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda?<\/p>\n
Kim \u00f6\u011fretti seni bana getiren y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fc?<\/p>\n
\u00c7i\u00e7ek mi, ta\u015f m\u0131, duman m\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi sana evimi?\u201d<\/p>\n
Yazar: Zinnet \u00c7elik<\/p>\n
Ayl\u0131k Dergisi 183. Say\u0131, Aral\u0131k 2019<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201cBebek s\u00fctten kesildi\u011fi anda ayr\u0131 bir v\u00fccuda sahip oldu\u011funu anlar. Bu bebekler i\u00e7in en b\u00fcy\u00fck travmad\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bebek anne ile kendisini bir zannetmektedir.\u201d \u0130ngiliz psikolog Adam Philips\u2019in bu tezi miydi,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"ppma_author":[14],"class_list":["post-832","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-fikir","author-admin","no-post-thumbnail"],"yoast_head":"\n